I promised a lot of you that I will have this post up in the last couple weeks, but since I have been having a crazy journey, I hope you can all understand.
About a month ago, I was struggling with many things in my life.
The situation is still haunting my sleep away to this day but I have learned to deal with this; to remind myself what the most important thing in my life is.
I have struggled with the sin that is within me just wanting to present itself to the world.
The work of God, rewired, and altered to constantly sin and basking in the attention of own own self not the creator.
This is the struggle that I faced.
Hurting others, and hurting myself in the process is nor healthy nor glorifying.
With this constant guilt and pain that I was facing from years of struggling with this sin, I had hit rock bottom.
I no longer felt the need to cover up, and hide in the mask of this self-created image.
It made me feel desperate need for something more.
Something more powerful than all the judging eyes among the world, something more merciful that all the burdens in the world can be healed.
Who other than Jesus Christ?
God planted this hymn "I Surrender All" in my desperate need.
About a month ago, I was struggling with many things in my life.
The situation is still haunting my sleep away to this day but I have learned to deal with this; to remind myself what the most important thing in my life is.
I have struggled with the sin that is within me just wanting to present itself to the world.
The work of God, rewired, and altered to constantly sin and basking in the attention of own own self not the creator.
This is the struggle that I faced.
Hurting others, and hurting myself in the process is nor healthy nor glorifying.
With this constant guilt and pain that I was facing from years of struggling with this sin, I had hit rock bottom.
God had broken me down.
I no longer felt the need to cover up, and hide in the mask of this self-created image.
It made me feel desperate need for something more.
Something more powerful than all the judging eyes among the world, something more merciful that all the burdens in the world can be healed.
Who other than Jesus Christ?
God planted this hymn "I Surrender All" in my desperate need.
- All to Jesus I surrender;All to Him I freely give;I will ever love and trust Him,In His presence daily live.
- Refrain:I surrender all,I surrender all;All to Thee, my blessed Savior,I surrender all.
- All to Jesus I surrender;Humbly at His feet I bow,Worldly pleasures all forsaken;Take me, Jesus, take me now.
- All to Jesus I surrender;Make me, Savior, wholly Thine;Let me feel the Holy Spirit,Truly know that Thou art mine.
- All to Jesus I surrender;Lord, I give myself to Thee;Fill me with Thy love and power;Let Thy blessing fall on me.
- All to Jesus I surrender;Now I feel the sacred flame.Oh, the joy of full salvation!Glory, glory, to His Name!
- The amazing thing is that the Grace gives us this second chance. I need to know that my salvation has nothing to do with what deeds I do, or what I make out of my life.
- I have been crucified with Christ. It is no longer I who live, but Christ who lives in me. And the life I now live in the flesh I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me
- Galatians 2:20 - In him we have redemption through his blood, the forgiveness of our trespasses, according to the riches of his grace, which he lavished upon us, in all wisdom and insight
- - Ephesians 1:7-8
Through Jesus Christ, my saviour, I am redeemed. I am just glad that this redemption is not out of my own good, but the good of Christ.